| Location | Cambridge |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 27/11/2009 |
| Date of Death | 27/11/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,091 since 27/11/2009 |
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it all started when i found out i was pregnant with you i was 15 weeks gone when i found out i was having you had a 3d scan and found out you was a little boy me and daddy were so happi x
then came the bad news you had a weak heart and could have serious problems when you were botn i didnt care aslong as you lived.
then me and daddy started to feel you move me and daddy were so happi x and i cryed coz i thought you would be ok. your lovely midwife hasel said if i got pain or any bleeding to ring her.
on the morning of the 27th i did get some bleeding and alot of pain went to hospital they sent me home saying it wass normal then i knew what i was getting wasnt normal as you had stopped moving aswell and i knew it wasnt normal as you wouldnt stop moving before x. went back at 5 that afternoon
to be seen staright away put into a gown and giving a drip and pain killers. they gave me a scan at 6.38pm i remember the time excalty x 2 mins later i was told you had sadly lost your fight with life and your heart had stopped i had never felt pain like it.
they told me you had died from your heart the bigger you got it couldnt take no more strain. i couldnt stop crying.
at 6.50pm they told me i would have to give birth to you. they induced me and at 7.50pm you were born perfect little boy 10 fingers 10 toes black hair didnt get to see colour of yur eyes as yur eyes were shut you were perfect your little feet were 2cms long and you were 13 inches long and weighed in at 4oz so small x me and daddy will always love you so much and you will never be forgotten your whole family love you aswell as yur godmummies sophie and leanne x
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
rest in peace my lovley god son.... fly higher than no other angel with connor. dont you go pissing every one off now lol love you sweet paddy xxx
xmas without you x
A Babys First Christmas Is Special,
And This Little Boys Will Be Too,
he'll Have All The Presents Like Other,
All The Toys And Things To Do.
Paddy's First Chistmas Is In Heaven,
So Will Be Painful For Those He Left Behind,
His Daddy & Mummy Might Shed A Tear,
But His Bright Shining Star - They'll Find.
Christmas's Are Tough Paddy,
Mummy & Daddy Will Be Sad,
But Its Nothing You've Done Wrong,
The Tears Are 'Cause They're Mad.
Happy Christmas Little Paddy,
I Hope Your Day Is Magical & Fun,
You Wont Be Forgotten Here,You'll Be With Mummy, Daddy. ,
Because Its Christmas & Thats Whats Done
My Gawjus Son
My Gawjus Son You Will Always Be My Boi I Love Yu Wif All My Heart Miss You More everyday R.i.p From Mummy & Daddy x
My beautiful Nephew
my beautiful nephew i got to have 5 minutes cuddle with you you were perfect never will i forget you your mummy was devasted and ive been cuddling her since you passed away.
you were perfect in everyway had loads of black hair ten toes and ten fingers . your funeal is going to be the hardest day ever for mummy and daddy and your auntie mary love you loads paddy R.i.p x
we love n misses u my godson paddy smithxx
my hansom godson i misses u loads i never had a chance to see u or watch u grow i love u loads. we think of u everyday of every mintute and everysecond their wont be a day go bye that i wont think of u x me, mummy n daddy never get to see u open your eyes for first time your first smile n first laught but we got more memories than that your in our hearts and our sprit, our lil angel that watches over us love you loads and always paddy xxxxx
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Unfortunately we do XX
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne Hall
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one. XX
sleep tight..xx
an angel with d book of life
wrote down your babys birth
and whispered when she closed the book
to beautiful for this earth...xx
all my love and prayers
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